Hey Remember That Time...

I started doing the blog thing to avoid studying, but now i have no studying to do so i've become a little lazy with it... However i recently rediscovered internet shopping and now need something to distract me from that.

I'm having a thought.

(it happens sometimes)

I've been pondering change recently, as i am on the point of moving into a flat with two of my favourite people in the world, and lots will change. Change is scary, but also neccesary and exciting. For example, i will no longer be woken up at 7am by my lovely little brother telling me there's a monster under the bed, which makes me both very happy and very sad. I will also have to learn how to cook without relying on the smoke alarm.

But BIG SCARY MAJOR change is kind of a way of measuring your life i think. Sometimes when something is just about to happen you know that things will be different. There will be a 'before' and 'after' and things will be irrevocably changed. That is a very cool moment, the decision. Its much worse if the decision is made for you. I think if you don't have many of these moments life must get a bit dull and repetative. I haven't had had a BIG MOMENT for aaaaaages and things are feeling a little grey... Hence the internet shopping.